Rabbi Alon C Ferency

A lighthearted way to close the day, this bedtime ritual invites warmth, connection, and a gentle sense of joy. With soft conversation, shared moments, and little touches of imagination, it turns everyday routines into something special. It’s about winding down together—smiling, connecting, and creating a sense of comfort before sleep.

Spiritual tiredness goes deeper than ordinary fatigue. It can feel like burnout of the soul, when constant giving and striving leaves you empty inside. It can show up as a loss of meaning or faith, when prayer or reflection feels dry and distant. Sometimes it’s simple disconnection—running on autopilot, out of touch with what really matters. This guided meditation invites you to pause and listen. The sounds around you become part of a greater voice—the song of the universe, God’s whisper carried on the world outside. At the same time, you are guided inward, toward the small, still voice within you, the source of your deepest truth. Through breath, listening, and gentle presence, this practice helps you release burnout, reconnect with meaning, and rediscover a sense of spiritual renewal. Breathe, listen, and be restored. Your spirit deserves refreshment.

Find a comfortable seat and take a slow breath in, and out. Let your body soften. Bring to mind a moment from today—a task, a word spoken, even a frustration. Ask yourself gently: “How do I want to feel about that?” Notice what arises, without judgment. With each breath, bring another memory, concern, or hope into awareness. Again, ask: “How do I want to feel about that?” Let the question open space, inviting a kinder or freer way of holding what is before you. Return to your breath. Know that at any time, you can pause in the flow of life and ask: “How do I want to feel about that?” Breathe deeply once more, release slowly, and when you’re ready, open your eyes.

Tonight, we turn to the teaching of Deuteronomy 24: when gathering harvest, do not reap to the edges or return for what was dropped—leave gleanings for the poor, the stranger, the widow, and the orphan. This command asks us to shift from wants to needs. Our desire is often to take everything, to cling, to secure. But Scripture reminds us: you do not need it all. Leave space. Trust that enough remains. As you breathe, notice what you grasp for, what you think you must have. With each exhale, let one want fall away. Feel into what is truly necessary—food, shelter, care, connection, breath. Notice how sufficiency feels different from scarcity. Like a field with gleanings left behind, you remain full, yet generous. In this balance, we discover freedom: to need less, to share more, to live in trust.

“Tzedek, tzedek tirdof—justice, justice shall you pursue” (Deut. 16:20) has been understood by our sages as far more than legal fairness. In this meditation, we reflect on the many layers of tzedek: charity that lifts the vulnerable, justice that restores balance, righteousness that aligns heart and action. We explore how both ends and means must be just, how law is tempered by compassion, and how truth and peace must guide our steps. Tzedek lives in wisdom and discernment, and is realized in word and deed, thought and action. As you settle into stillness, let the call to pursue justice echo within you—not as a demand of perfection, but as an invitation to wholeness. This practice invites you to breathe into the depth of tzedek, cultivating presence, integrity, and kindness, so that your pursuit of justice is not only outward in the world, but also inward, in the way you live, speak, and embody your values.

Tonight, as on every night, we gather in this gentle space to set down the weight of the day and return to what is calm, kind, and true within us. However you arrive—tired, restless, or full of thoughts—you are welcome, just as you are. There is no need to fix or change anything. Only to breathe, to listen, and to allow. This meditation will invite you to settle the body, ease the mind, and open the heart to rest. With breath and presence as steady companions, we’ll create a spacious pause: a threshold between day and night, noise and quiet, effort and ease. Grounded in the spirit of the Bedtime Shema, this practice echoes a Jewish tradition of releasing grudges, seeking shelter, and entrusting the soul to the Holy One for safekeeping through the night. You don’t need to know the words or come from any particular background. You only need to bring an openness to rest. If you’ve returned here before, thank you for making this part of your practice. If you are joining for the first time, welcome. This space bel

Close your eyes and breathe. Parashat Re’eh dreams: “There shall be no needy among you.” The Talmud (Shabbat 54b) teaches: we are responsible for wrongs in our household, our town, our nation, our world. Begin with your heart: feel compassion arising within you. Extend it to your household—family, loved ones—asking, how might I help create a home without lack? Widen to your community—neighbors, coworkers, strangers—how can I help relieve need? Broaden to the nation, holding the Torah’s vision of a society without poverty. Finally, imagine the whole world, billions of lives, precious and beloved. Each circle calls for your care. Each breath strengthens your responsibility. May your compassion ripple outward, helping to bring the Torah’s promise closer to reality.

Tonight, as on every night, we gather in this gentle space to set down the weight of the day and return to what is calm, kind, and true within us. However you arrive—tired, restless, or full of thoughts—you are welcome, just as you are. There is no need to fix or change anything. Only to breathe, to listen, and to allow. This meditation will invite you to settle the body, ease the mind, and open the heart to rest. With breath and presence as steady companions, we’ll create a spacious pause: a threshold between day and night, noise and quiet, effort and ease. Grounded in the spirit of the Bedtime Shema, this practice echoes a Jewish tradition of releasing grudges, seeking shelter, and entrusting the soul to the Holy One for safekeeping through the night. You don’t need to know the words or come from any particular background. You only need to bring an openness to rest. If you’ve returned here before, thank you for making this part of your practice. If you are joining for the first time, welcome. This space bel

Stubbornness & the God Who Stays Deuteronomy 9:24 — “You have been rebellious against God from the day I knew you.” Breathe in, and feel the solid ground beneath you. Breathe out, and notice where you hold firm inside — jaw, shoulders, belly. Stubbornness can protect what is sacred. It can block growth and close the heart. And sometimes, it’s simply a steady presence: the part of you that stays the course. In the wilderness, Israel argued, resisted, refused — and still, God stayed. The Holy One could not let us go. As you breathe, hold this truth: Your willfulness, your chutzpah, even your anger, can be destructive, life-giving, or simply human. And through it all, you are not rejected. You are still beloved. Breathe in: your fire. Breathe out: the God who remains.

This gentle meditation invites you into deep listening, rooted in the sacred words of the Sh’ma: “Hear, O Israel…” Explore what it means to truly hear: not only with your ears, but with your whole being. As you settle into stillness, you’ll attune to the full spectrum of sound: from subtle, constant hums to sudden, fleeting noises; from human voices to the rustling of leaves; from the ticking of time to the silence between. Let the layers of sound open you to presence, connection, and inner quiet. Listening becomes a prayer where hearing the world is a way of hearing the One.

Tonight, like every night, we return to this gentle space to lay down the weight of the day and reconnect with what’s calm, kind, and true within us. Whether you arrive tired, restless, or full of thoughts, you are invited just as you are. No pressure to fix or change — only to breathe, listen, and allow. This meditation will guide you through a simple process of settling the body, softening the mind, and opening the heart to rest. With breath and presence as our companions, we’ll create a spacious pause — a threshold between day and night, noise and silence, effort and ease. Rooted in the spirit of the Bedtime Shema, this practice echoes the Jewish tradition of releasing grudges, seeking protection, and entrusting the soul to the Holy One for safekeeping through the night. You don’t need to know the words or come from any particular background — only to come with openness. If you’ve been here before, thank you for making this a practice. If this is your first time, welcome — this space is for you, too. Let t

Tonight marks a milestone: our 60th shared meditation. What began as a quiet experiment in presence has become a sacred rhythm of rest and reflection. Whether you've joined since the beginning or are just arriving, this practice is here to help you settle, soften, and return to yourself. Let this session be a gentle celebration of continuity, care, and the power of showing up, even in stillness. Take a deep breath. You’ve arrived.

At Midsummer, around the longest day of the year, pause for a brief meditation to gather the season’s abundant light and warmth. Let the sun’s radiance fill your body, warming and energizing you from within. As you breathe deeply, absorb this moment of fullness - light, heat, and clarity - fueling your intentions for growth, vitality, and illumination.

In this recorded meditation on Numbers 25-30 (Parashat Pinchas), we explore the Hebrew word kina'i: a term that can mean jealous, zealous, or passionate. Through gentle reflection and grounding breath, we’ll examine how these intense emotions live in us: the grasping of jealousy, the urgency of zeal, and the open flame of passion. This practice invites you to notice where these energies arise in your life and how they might be refined into sacred purpose. Whether you’re navigating conflict, searching for clarity, or reconnecting with your creative fire, this meditation offers space to meet the fire within, and choose how to carry it.

This meditation gently guides you in integrating a powerful new sensory experience—whether awe-inspiring, overwhelming, or simply unfamiliar—into your body, mind, and spirit. Through grounding breath, mindful reflection, and somatic awareness, you’ll explore how the experience lives in your senses and what it awakens in you. Rather than analyzing or dismissing it, you’ll be invited to hold the experience with curiosity and compassion, allowing it to settle into your being and shape your growth.

This meditation on Parashat Balak invites reflection on the seeming curses and blessings in our lives—moments of loss, failure, illness, or heartbreak, alongside joy, success, and connection. Inspired by Balaam’s transformed curse, we’ll explore how both pain and grace can be teachers. Through stillness and gentle inquiry, we’ll ask: What have I received that felt like a curse, and what did it teach me? What blessing have I struggled to accept? This is a space for honesty and compassion, where all experience - bright or dark - can be honored, integrated, and transformed into wisdom. Every life contains both. Each has something to offer.

Welcome to this gentle meditation, here to help you wind down and drift into peaceful summer sleep. As days stretch long and evenings hum with possibility, this practice invites you to let go of the heat, the hustle, and whatever’s still buzzing in your mind. Inspired by the Jewish bedtime ritual and adapted for anyone seeking calm, these prayers offer a soft landing at day’s end—a bridge between sunset’s glow and the hush of night. Settle in. Get really comfortable. Maybe crack a window, wrap up light, or sprawl like a starfish. Take slow, steady breaths. With each exhale, release the stickiness of the day—body, mind, spirit. Feel calm wash over you, like dusk on a still lake or the quiet after a barbecue. Let yourself be held by stillness, by tradition, and the sweet knowing that it’s okay to rest now. Sleep deeply. Rise ready, light, and smiling.

Release the weight of past mistakes and step into grace with this gentle meditation inspired by Numbers 4 - 7 (Parashat Naso). In this sacred pause, we invite forgiveness for our missteps and open ourselves to healing. Drawing from the ancient priestly blessing, we receive love, light, and peace—not from others, but from the universe itself, flowing inward. This is a time to reconnect with your inner holiness, offer compassion to yourself, and feel held in divine presence. Let this blessing uplift your spirit: “May you be seen. May you be graced. May you be whole.” A ritual of renewal and deep self-kindness.

Zehirut—shining inner awareness—begins at the center of the self and radiates outward in widening circles. In this meditation, we kindle the light within: noticing our thoughts, emotions, and intentions with clarity and compassion. From there, our awareness expands to our immediate environment—how we move, speak, and impact the space around us. Next, we extend our mindful presence to loved ones and acquaintances, noticing the quality of our relationships. The circle grows to encompass our town and region, sensing our place in the fabric of community. Finally, we reach outward to the world, holding all beings in luminous, attentive care. This is zehirut: living awake, radiant, and responsible in every sphere of life.

Welcome to this gentle meditation, here to help you wind down and drift into peaceful sleep. As we step into a new year full of possibilities—some exciting, some still unfolding—this practice invites you to let go of the day and ease into rest. Inspired by the Jewish bedtime ritual and adapted for anyone seeking calm, these prayers offer comfort, reflection, and a soft landing at the end of your day—a bridge between the buzz of the world and the quiet of the night. Settle in. Get comfortable. Maybe wrap yourself in a favorite blanket or find your best “I’m-done-for-the-day” position. Breathe deeply. With each exhale, release tension, to-dos, and that one awkward thing you said five years ago. Feel calm wash over you, like the relief of finally finding your phone after searching… while holding it. Let yourself be held by stillness, tradition, and the quiet permission to rest now. Sleep deeply. Wake renewed, ready to meet the new year with clarity, energy, and maybe a smile.